Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage

For now, if I ever get marry, this will be my wedding song! *Hearts it*



Today is the day filled with L.O.V.E!

Happy Vday to every one I know..
Enjoy yourself, be it with your loved one or friends or family members..!

Heading out soon for my Vday celebration and I bet it will be a good and fun day for me! =)

I may regret the way we end but I will never regret what we had

One of my guy friend said this to me:
男人最怕老婆的唠叨，情人的眼泪，红颜自己的误会
He followed by: A man need to have 3 kinds of women in his life.. -_-"

I find it a complete bullshit.. Why the hell would a person need 3 different person if 1 is sufficient.. But, its hard to meet that special person that fits perfectly..

I've not been missing you but I've been dreaming about you. WTH right?! 痛是因为梦见你.



Somehow, I wish its true but I know its not..

People say, look forward, if its meant to be yours, even if 5-10 years down the road, you will still be back together..

I do wondered, why do I still think about you. 也许是我们没有好好的做个了断。没有好好的讲清楚。所以我还会一直留在原地踏步。你是否能帮我最后一次，让我们有一个机会好好的谈，好让我可以往前走.

Sometimes, Im happy that you once came into my life but most of the time, I wish you didnt. If you didnt, I wouldnt still be thinking about you till date.. Contradicting har?

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that somewhere, you are thinking of me too

Meaningful! And at least, at the end, they still reunited even thou it was so many years later, even thou they were old, its so sweet.

Do you still love me, please tell me.



I read this... So sweet

Determine to be with u and want so much to make u the last girl that i'm going to love.. and settle down with u.. build a small family of our own.. and lead a simple life with u..

thinking of our future.. thinking of how we should have our future to be after we're married.. after i've decided u to be the women i want to be with, i've never thought of changing or having another.. becos i'm so determine to settle down with u and plans for our future.. i just can't describe how much i love u.. since i've known u, i've not been fooling around outside.. cheating u.. or lying to u.. i've high hopes in us.. thou for the past one year it has been a difficult path for us to walk but we still walk it through.. together.. and no matter how hard the future path is going to be for us to walk.. i'll still wants to bite the bullet and walk u through..

u had so much affections on me.. even going out i'll also wants u to be by my side.. i know its kind of sticky but i just wants u to be by my side whenever possible.. doing things together and sharing our joy..

i'll always be there for u.. i'm not silly for doing all this.. cos i know what i'm doing and what i'm fighting for.. Baby.. most importantly is i'm really serious about u.. thats why i've never want to stop fighting for u..

HIM LOVES HER truly and deeply..

Although now, we cant never be back together again, I wish that if there is really next life, I would be able to meet you again, be together with you once again and reconciled the love we once had.

=(

I wish I had the power to ignore you like you ignore me

Thou it was a joke, it have been ages since we laughed like that together..



They made a joke out of us, and although it was 6 years back but till now this things is still quite embarrassing har? Thats' one of our lil memories =)

A Tear is made of 00.01 % Water & 99.99 % Feelings

I read through "Unspeakable words", which made me started tearing again.. If I know, I wouldnt have read it.. Joke arh!

Do you know that each time when I get to see you, each time I'll get drunk?
因为没有说清楚也没有好好的做个结束，所以才会这样吗？

Im missing you but there's nothing much I can do...

where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which i find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, falling in at night. I miss you

Went DF last night and I saw someone whom I didn't expected to see.. Almost couldn't recognise him as it have been ages since I last saw him..

I looked at him a few times before I was sure.. Bernard Chua! Someone whom I used to hang out with, with him.. He changed a lot or should I say he is much fitter compared to e past.. We chatted for awhile and den I realised, time flies, period! His eldest son is 7 this year.. I even went to his baby's shower at that point of time.
But I'm sad to hear from him that he and wifey are filing for divorce now. It's a pity.. He said "有时候做朋友反而更好＂ Well, maybe it's true but .... :

Jessie MSG me recently and informed that she and Ong have signed e paper. I'm shocked to know of this news as I thought they have made up!

如果要离婚的话为何要结婚呢？Regards to this qns, some of my friends reply, you wont be able to predict wad's going to happen in future.. But shouldnt both parties try harder to maintain their rs if they knew things have gone abit haywire? Aiyah, relationship are so complicated.. =(

Anyway, all I can hope for them is they will be much happier in e future

Sometimes the cards we are dealt are not always fair. However you must keep smiling & moving on

My friend shared this post on FB which I finds it very meaningful



他和她已经分手两年了。两年来他每天下班习惯性地打开她的博客，看看她一天的心情。她有时候高兴，有时候失落……他只是默默地注视着，不做一点评论，甚至删掉了浏览记录。直到有一天她博客上挂满了她的婚纱照。下面有一行小字：“我嫁人了，不等你了，不更新了。” =(

Time wait for no men.. Cherish and speak out your heart, for one day you might realised that its no longer around...

Woke up early today to wait for Singtel's installation people to come over as I applied for new Internet services..
My BF, R, drag me to IMM as it was still early. Thinking maybe he wanna go have breakfast so I tag along with him and to my surprise, he wanted to buy me a new lappy as Ive been using my current one for 6 years+? Yes, Ive a old dinasour lappy with me.. He's kinda sweet lah, cos he say its time for me to change cos he knew that sometimes I used my lappy till very pek chek.. I went to take a look at a few but decided to give it a miss as I totally have no ideas wad lappy and specs Im looking for..

Learning to be more appreciative of him, to understand him more although at times, he really will make me angry cos we have different thinking.. White Iphone 4S, im coming for u in another few days time :D

Happy 2012!

Happy 2012!






Spend my 2011 last day with friends at Hollywood.. Love all of them to bits.. I haven been partying this often with GFs..

Didnt expected Liang to come down and look for me and also was shocked that he came along too.. I looked through the old photos, realised that we all look different, maybe due to our age, maybe things really changed. Even my friends say you changed alot. Abit upset but it's good cos you changed for the better.

And yes, I know.. Ive been visiting Thai disco abit too often recently but den my that group of Gfs wanted to go therefore.... Bo bian!

Cling to your imperfections, they are what make you unique.

Happiness!






Its just a drama show but by looking at all these photos, it gave me a sense of happiness and actually wakes me up.. As I aged, I forgotten this theory; that happiness can actually be so simple =)

MK recommended me to this show... He said the female lead in the show resemble me. He said e way she speak and behave in this show looks like me.. When I watch e first ep, I do not think so but gradually.... Haa.. Im still halfway into the show but I kinda like this show..

Last 2 days, I was at Vincent's place for MJ.
The first day when I went over, he was still MJ-ing with his ex-student and his ex-student's friends. This particular ex-student of his, caught my attention. Why? I also donno... Haa!
His back was facing me when I stepped into the house. Maybe because he was wearing that " blue sleeveless PTI..?" As it was still 南风, I loiter around the table to watch them play. The way that group of guys talks, the way they played / touch the MJ and so more, reminds me of the past. It have been a long time since a guy managed to catch my attention. Probably it was the way he smiled and his look. He does look and behave slightly like him, slightly.. But this guy are more muscular.. :) But I guess and feel, its definitely got nth to do with K. I think I've a fetish for uniform and short-haired guy.. Wahhaha! Just kidding.. Anyway, I donno how the conversation end up but before that guy left, he told me his age, 25, same age as me..
Thereafter, Vincent told me that this particular guy and the other 2 pals that he bought along are in the service. Haa.. Maybe thats the reason why watching them MJ, reminds me of days in 304A or even days at Tham's place =)
The next day when I went over to Vincent's place, he told me that the same group played during noon time and he wanted me to help him revenge on MJ as for the 2 days, he lost about 1K to them as this particular group play 1,2. I told him, maybe 他们看我是女孩子，他们会 give chance to me. Vincent reply was: Ya loh, i think they will cos this noon, the other 2 guys disturb that particular guy, 看女人看到打错牌. Ofcos I asked Vincent why they said so? He said, the moment I reach, that particular guy gave out twice 5 double.. Haa! I cant imagine that I still have this kind of charm.. Wahhaha!

I met up with the 2 irritating buddies of mine today at Suntec, MK and Ong for dinner..

I think I get to know and finally understand something today. Sadden yet released; at least its a breakthrough for me =) Contented.. 终于明白，终于能解脱了
一言惊醒梦中人

我：我不明白为什么他能和她出门但为何不能和我？我也已经没有在和他说什么了嘛.
他：你自己有没有想原因？
我: 没有。想了但又不知道
他：Haiz -_-"
他：也许，他爱/喜欢她。对你，已经没有那种感觉。不想让你误会所以避开你。他喜欢她，才会跟她出门。
我：但是她不是明年就要结婚了吗？
他：他以前对你也是这样啊。他以前也是希望你有一天会回心传意，不是吗？也许他是在希望她明年不会结婚？
我：…. 也对啦
他：他也都承认他是一个重色轻友的人啊。我觉得我好像做了坏人。你现在觉得Ok 吗？
我：还好啦。没事！谢谢你让我知道，谢谢你让我明白，所以我也不会再乱想了，我也会真正 move on。
他：但这些都是我自己的想法，可能也不是他的.
我：No lah, 听你这么说，我觉得也对啦，不然还会有什么原因。这个是最好的答案啊！
他：你觉得你这样对你男朋友公平吗？
我：我知道我这样是对他很不公平但是你今天让我领会的事，我以后可以好好地对待他也不晚啊。我知道我的男朋友真的对我很好。只是以前没有人向我解释，我也不知道为什么所以一直在dingdong.. 哈哈。谢谢你。

虽然不是出于他本身但从别人的口中听到了，心真得很痛。有点想哭的感觉但我很感谢他对我这么诚实。我也不会再执迷不悟，不会再认为他还在。只能怪以前的我，不懂得珍惜，不懂得的等待。现在他的心属于别人了，我也只能袖手旁观。像很多很多人所说的，我和他真的是没有缘分吧！虽然很不甘心可是我真的要学习让自己死心！

I admit, I really miss how things used to be. But I also admit, that I’m learning to accept the fact that things changed.

You lied. You disappointed me. We have always been nothing but a joke.




Do I really have to face up to reality and really say good-bye to you? :(



Opt to learn to love and cherish what is present and in the future instead of dwelling into a past that is unattainable.

I went to do my hair today and Liang came down to look for me.
I miss e days whereby whenever I made e appt to do my hair and someone will be there waiting to look at my end result without complaining e amt of time e person wasted while waiting for me.

Many times, I would tot of doing something stupid which is like posting a date and see if you would turn up for e appt. idiotic right?

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have

Pre-Christmas celebrations with my BFFs...





The ones that never fail to make my day, the ones that will always be there for me... Love you girls..

We'd our pre-Christmas celebration at MBS Hotel on 14th December.. Our 1st year celebrating Xmas in a hotel and all of us managed to have a sleepover together! Its our 1st time okay?! My GFs are so sweet, specially brought beer for me as they knew I cant take vodka.. :D

Look at the number of video we took while playing Twister, Im so glad that all of us had so much fun and laughter together! Also not forgetting, the log cakes and the liquor!

You are the apple of my eye

Love this show...



I find it so realistic and touching.. Heard that its based on real life story.. 那些年, 我們一起追的女孩

Life.... is full of choices for us to choose...
There's no right or wrong choices.. Whenever you make a decision, in the later part, you might or will tends to think back, whether is it the right one? But I guess the choices that was choosen was the best available choice back then but if given a choice, will you still choose the same choices?

Watching the show, make think back even more.. 如果那时候我这么做或者我那么做，会是什么后果。

Some parts in the show, felt so much like my own life... Haa!

1. 被你喜欢去过的我，很难会觉得别人会比你更喜欢我。
2. 或许，在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的. 真羡慕他们


我真的好想你哦！我肯定的是。。我想的是我在那时认识的你而因该不是现在的你。那时的你，不曾离开过我，那时的你，不会放弃我，那时的你，不会摆架子，那时的你，才是真真爱我的你。我真的好想紧紧抱者你。我真的很想知道你的答案，你的心里到底是在想什么。是否你最近所说的都是真的，如果是的话，我想我也不要再拖拖拉拉了。如果不是的话，你能否告诉我呢？好让我们不要再浪费彼此的时间！



I really think this is a good show, caused I watch it twice!

Dont be afraid to go after what you want to do, and what you want to be. But dont be afraid to be willing to pay for the price.

Actually i donno if i should feel happy or upset but i know it doesnt feel good to be recognize by someone u donno as his friend's ex plus the someone's gf also knew who u was n yr name..

Should I be happy bcos he told his friends who I was or should I be upset bcos I was his past? My say: Sux to the max..

The best blush to use is laughter: It put roses in your cheeks and inyour soul

My 25th birthday party!

Never had the intention to celebrate, it was only on Friday itself den I ask my pals come out but I was surprised that each of them put in e efforts to come for my party.. Not forgetting my BFFs, they totally ignored my group chat with them for they were planning a turn up surprise for me! Heart them muchie.. Angela came as well..

Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart

Been thinking wad is this song about... Google for it and found the explanation..

是有过几个不错对象（其实从分手后就没有再跟谁谈过恋爱，因为心里一直只有你一个）
说起来并不寂寞孤单（其实一直一个人生活得很寂寞）
可能我浪荡（其实一点也不风流）
让人家不安，才会结果都阵亡（根本就没有和任何人开始过，哪来的结束？）

段落解析：第一部分，桌上开始寒暄，主要是像前女友掩饰自己分手后的落寞，并伪造事实，意图使前女友认为自己过得很风流快活，但终究没有那些事，心中本来就只有前任一个，也不可能后来再和谁有个什么，但是前女友质疑为何如此风流倜傥，如今却单身一人，认为男主角在说谎，男主角就只能以“因为自己太过风流，让人没有安全感而离开”为借口来说明为何现今自己单身一人。
　　
　　
我没有什么阴影魔障（其实和你分手对我心理的打击相当大）
你千万不要放在心上（和你的现任好好生活，痛苦我自己承担）
我又不脆弱（其实我也是人，也脆弱得要命）
何况那算什么伤（那不仅是伤，还是我永远无法痊愈的伤）
反正爱情不就都这样（其实我一点也看不开）

段落解析：第二部分，男主角是要让前女友觉得自己心理承受能力很好，当初的分手根本不值得让自己有任何牵绊，假装自己在感情世界里浮沉了这么多年，早就看透这东西了。其实，男主角根本看不开，想不透，心里受了很严重的伤。
　　
　　
我没有说谎（我刚才说的全是假的）
我何必说谎（为了我的自尊我必须说谎）
你懂我的（以前的你很了解我）
我对你从来就不会假装（以前不会，但现在不得不假装）
我哪有说谎（我真的在说谎）
请别以为你有多难忘（分手这么久了还是忘不了你）
笑是真的不是我逞强（我现在是强颜欢笑）

段落解析：第三部分，男主角的前任根据当初对他的了解，怀疑他在说谎，但是男主角极力掩饰，并拿出“自己从未对自己前任说过谎”的例子来掩饰，想让自己的前任认为自己早已轻易忘了她，现在的笑是发自内心的。但是毕竟是在说谎，男主角心中的感情无法掩盖，渐渐的开始表露在外面了。
　　
　　
我好久没来这间餐厅（其实经常到这里来找我们当初的回忆）
没想到已经换了装潢（我经常来，还会不知道么？）
角落那窗口（我们当初约会时的固定位置）
闻得到玫瑰花香（玫瑰是我们当年爱情的见证）
被你一说是有些印象（其实不需要你提醒，我也会一直清楚的记得）

段落解析：第四部分，男女主角谈到了这个他们以前经常约会的餐厅，男主角为了掩饰自己，故意向前任撒谎说自己从分手后就很少来，甚至没有来过这个餐厅了，这个都已经不是当初的模样，同时影射出自己和前任也已经不是当初的关系了，女主角提到了当初约会时，经常坐的那个位置有很浓的玫瑰香，男主角顺势拿过话题说自己都不太记得了，现在被提起，仿佛还有点印象，意图影射出，自己对这餐厅的感觉就像对前任的感情，已经淡忘了。
　　
我没有说谎（我刚才说的全是假的）
我何必说谎（为了我的自尊我必须说谎）
你知道的（当初你确实了解我）
我缺点之一就是很健忘（我的确健忘，但是有关我们的一切回忆怎么会忘？）
我哪有说谎（我真的在说谎）
是很感谢今晚的相伴（感谢你对我这样一个孤独的人的可怜）
但我竟然有些不习惯（已经不是当初的关系了，现在痛苦得像要停止呼吸了一样）

段落解析：第五部分中，女主角已经开始拆穿男主角的所有谎言，男主角拿“自己前任当初知道自己健忘”来搪塞，但是傻子都知道，再怎么健忘，关于两个人的那么深刻的回忆，怎么会忘成这样？男主角已经是在自己骗自己了，再一想到自己如今单身落寞，而前女友却即将步入婚姻的殿堂。今晚她明明是来送喜帖的，自己却为了自己的自尊，形容成是来陪自己吃饭的，但是内心的感情已经抑制不住，自己甚至有些失态，只能加上一句“像我这样看透感情，玩转爱情的人，在今晚这样的气氛中，竟然也有些不习惯，所以才看上去有些感伤”。还好，男主角没说自己是突然犯病了才看上去难受的……
　　
　　
我没有说谎（我刚才说的全是假的）
我何必说谎（为了我的自尊我必须说谎）
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样（当然会让我有个什么，会让我颓废忧郁，黯然神伤）
别说我说谎（给我最后留点自尊吧，在你们的幸福面前，也让我假装幸福一次吧）
人生已经如此的艰难（失去你的痛苦，生活事业的压力让我喘不过气）
有些事情就不要拆穿（我就是忘不了你，我刚才都在说谎）

段落解析：第六部分中，女主角看到男主角很难受，就问他是不是由于最后没能跟自己在一起，受了很深的打击而至今痛苦，男主角死鸭子嘴硬地反问女主角分手会让自己受多大的伤呢，自己根本没受多大影响，此时男主角心中的感受已经表露无疑，两人都是心照不宣，男主角眼看自己的面具被渐渐揭下来，就甚至有些乞求的让女主角不要再继续说下去了，承认说分手对自己已经打击不小了，生活上的颓废，加上自己和朋友屡次创业惨遭失败，让自己简直失去了对人生的追求，并认为女主角现今的处境跟自己是一个天上一个地下，她这个幸福的人就不要再捅破他这个失败的人最后的尊严。
　　
　　
我没有说谎（我刚才说的全是假的）
是爱情说谎（不是爱情，就是我在说谎）
它带你来骗我说渴望的有可能有希望（我原以为今天你约我出来是可以复合，没想到是你是来送喜帖，请我去喝你们的喜酒的）

段落解析：但是男主角依旧不肯承认自己主动说谎，意图说成是“因为爱情，被迫说谎”，并说出，自己以为女主角今晚来是想再给他一个复合机会，却完全没预料到，不仅不是这样，而且自己前任还是送喜帖来的，她要做别人的新娘了！当初和她一起的那些快乐，怎么能忘？现在，自己要眼睁睁的看着她成为别人的妻子，男主角甚至会误会，她今晚是来炫耀的！
　　
　　
我没有说谎（我刚才说的全是假的）
祝你做个幸福的新娘（你做别人的新娘了我怎么会开心？多希望你是我的新娘！）
我的心事请你全遗忘 （其实还是希望你仍然能够记得我，毕竟爱都是自私的，尽管你已经要成为别人的新娘）

段落解析：剧情落幕，男主角已经彻底崩溃，分手后自己对前任的等待，一直以来承受的孤独寂寞，全部都没有结果，现在反倒是前任要结婚了，自己除了祝福，还能送上什么呢？只好让女主角忘掉自己这个笑话，而自己的未来，谁知道呢？

Why cant people be truthfully about their feelings? It takes 2 hands to clap, why must always be the case that one trying, one 吊起来卖？I tried that time, why cant you try again, for me and for yrself. I tot I stopped thinking but when I talk to friends around me, I find out that I'd actually hided it without realizing it =(

Its hard to be strong, when every piece of you is weak with all of the lies & tears

" I'm sort of living a lie right now... There is just so much going on in my head that I wish I can tell any one but my stupid journal.. but I can't tell anybody the truth of my thoughts because I don't know what's going on in my mind..."



Bee said, she wanna speak to me last night at Bala however we cant therefore we arrange to meet up on Friday. She say why I emo.. I also donno why. Anyway, its good to know she cares.. she have been a good, caring, steady friend, thats why I said, Im lucky to have this batch of crazy BFFS..

FML

Just because I moved on doesnt mean I wont be here if you change your mind. And if you were to say: come with me, even now I might go

"I actually wrote the below post for few weeks and Ive been thinking whether to post this up or not.. but still I did it today.. I hope this will be the very last post about K"


Few days ago, K SMS-ed me "Dinner tonight? Payback dinner.. Lolz" thus we decided to meet up 2 days later which is earlier today for dinner. Ofcos it's not just him and me lah..

GL, JY and MD were with us.. Seriously I'm pretty taken aback that he remember that he still owe me a meal. Ofcos I don deny the fact that occasionally when we had a chance to talk, I'll pester him that "eh u still owe me a meal" but it's really 除此预料 that he really does that! At first, I did pondered whether should I go as I'm afraid but thinking that since he made e first move in wanting to payback the dinner to me, that was more than enough.

I told bee abt it and she said its a scandalous date.. Wahaha.. But no lah, it's not, 我和他是不可能的。
I'm really happy to see him again, it's a kind of feelings I cant describe. 也许是还没有完全的放下他但我真的有很努力的在做，在学习。而且有人告诉我过 "never look back in the past, look forward and learn how to make ur life a better one... Things which aren't meant to be will never be"..

Somehow this phrase wake me up, 是我放弃了这一切所以我不可能会回到过去我也不应该活在过去。有人告诉我：假如你心里还有别人你也不能全心全意的去爱另一个人。我知道这样对我的男朋友很不公平但有些事不是说要忘就能忘，像电脑要测地清除就能清除了。我真的有去想，他到底有什么好,都已经分了四年两个月为何他还会在我心里。For this, I was also amazed by myself.. Haa! 也许是他的体贴，他的笑容，他那些无私的爱，他的一切一切吧, 所以才那么难忘记吧。每次和别人谈到他，我总是会觉得开心 but thereafter I'll feel like shit. 有时有些人会问我，你还没有放弃他吗？我的答复会是，不是每件事都能这么容易的。毕竟他真的给了我很多美好的回忆。我也不否认那时的我，是很任性，蛮不讲理，野蛮。而虽然我这么不好，他从没放弃过我，一直陪在我的身旁。我知道要彻底忘掉一个人最好的办法是，不和他有任何联络。我有想过我可以学别人一样，把前难友从fb delete away，少点和我们的common friends 接触可是我真的做不到。好笑right?　有时也是我自己皮痒啦，有空的时候会拿出他送我的卡片看，不知不觉也会掉下眼泪。明知道是不可能的还去想很stupid right? 在他的卡里，他说我曾经爱说：开心就好了咯 but then 我很久已经没有说了我也不知道我自己的感觉。他总是说他早就放弃了，but somehow in my heart 我觉得他没有，也许是我想太多了吧。也许我是在蹁自己。有空的时候我也会想想看我和他还有没有可能。如果那时真的有机会一起，我想他也许会是我的终身半吕吧哈哈，因为懂得珍惜，或者会怕再在一次的是失去 or maybe as per above title。我会后悔，有时我也会想如果那时他早点对我坦白，我也耐心的等他的回答回来，现在会是怎样。为什么要在他走之前的一星期才叫我等他！为何有话不早说，要是他早说的话，我不会去认识新的朋友。我真的很讨厌他！我真的也很想他。 I know there are 2 side of stories in life.. 如果不是这样，我也不会认识到我的男友而过着不错的生活。最好笑的是，我会想如果有一天我和男友要是散了，我会和他再在一起吗？当然我也自有了答案。也许就像他们所说的，我和他是欢喜冤家或者我们真差了缘分吧！无论如何我真得很高兴能再一次的和他一起吃饭，能见到他可是每当我看见他以后，虽然明知道我又会心痛了。有太多的话想说可是再也不能说！这种感觉真的好辛苦哦！！！ 但也只能放在心里，总之只要他过得好过得开心就够了。不得不放弃但放弃也许是一种开始吧?

I used to say "Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means you are strong enough to let go" but it seems like I nv accomplish any of these 2. 好没有用！

Overall, It'd been a great catching up session cum dinner with them.. Somehow it have been ages since I laugh so heartily.

One of the blessings of having old friends is that you can afford to be stupid with them

Dear girls, thanks for being such a darling always, for being in part of my life, Im really lucky and happy to have you girls.. 八三妇女节快乐！muackz...

Living with your mistake is harder than you think

Been watching 醉后决定爱上你, its quite a nice show and certain sentences that the actors said, i find it nice.. "如果心里存在者不甘心，就代表还有没到放弃的时候" and "给你最多快乐的就是你的真爱"

holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back yet knowingly it won't.