Countdown... 8 more days to BKK and 63 more days to TaiPei =)
Cant wait to get out of SG...

There are three different me's, the person you think I am, the person I think I am, and the person I really am
Never gonna change who I am all along because I am the one and only me!
I am who I am. I am my own heaven and hell!
Judge me all you want, but keep the verdict to yourself

Ah ma is complaining on the timing I return home after hearing from Dad that yesterday during midnight there was a robbery case opp my home.
The victim was a lady yet she kanna rob n was being punch by that robber 4 times. Kaoz!

After staying at this area for more than 2 decade, this is the 1st time I heard of this kind of incident.

I rejected the job offer from Samnia.

I made a decision recently thou ......
Nevertheless, I hope I make e right choice and once a decision is make, don ever look back =)

I strike 4D yesterday. 1701 !!!

Every few months, my wire will auto be connected wrongly and I think now is the season. Haa.. Suddenly doesnt feel like doing anything at all.. Doesnt feel like thinking of anything..

Im so keen on that belt but it is wastage of monies if I buy that.. arhh... Choices Choices...

Monday BLUEZ !!! Boo!

I nv like decision making! Sigh, if only there is machine that can really foresee the future and give me a good advice on what is the step that I should take..!

I went Atlantis on Tuesday with them. It was our 1st time there and my dear friend got totally wasted. I kinda like that plc as the bouncer there are fun, its spacious and most importantly it’s the companion that counts the most.

Sneak preview for Leon’s Kor movie “Jump” was not bad. I saw quite a few Sporean celebrities there to support Leon and I was pretty amaze that he actually have quite a number of fans in SG.

Ytd it was a last min decision to go out with Ah Du. That gal, I can nv trust her words to go hm on the timing that she set. In the end, we left the plc at 330am. Holy shit and Im wking today but luckily she managed to call me numerous of time to wake me up.
They are planning to go there again this Sat but I don wanna go unless I really have no activities. Boo!

Giving up is easy; to persist on is the hardest thing

It feels good to be compliment early in the morning especially by a ang mo :)
A sms I received early in the morning by my client: Hey, Martin thinks that you are a real babe

Dad came into my room again ytd, asking have I make up my mind.. I told him, wait till after CNY den we shall decide/discuss again.
Seriously I donno what I want. Getting a car definitely essential to me and I can jolly well afford it now but if I were to step back into a administrative line, I wouldnt need a car and it will become a burden to me. And what if i were to continue studying? Everything seems to be in a ??? mode right now... I couldnt seems to make up my mind..

Anyway, I finally thought of a new yr resolution for myself this year.
I plan to get a BIG bday gift for myself this year! So from now till Sept, I shall start to save save SAVE! =)

Im so angry lor. NBCB...

Im angry not bcos I still love you or never have I harbour a thought to be with you again.
Like wad Alex say maybe I misinterpreted, maybe its my wrongful thinking but fcuk u. Ppl don send msg for no reasons. Im not really that stupid/naive.
I hope that you didnt but don ever let me know that when we were together that time, u did something behind my back. I definitely will curse you badly.

Afterall, we have been together once and I still want to preserve those nice memories of us but FCUK off, don ever come into my life again. Don make me hate/loathe you.
I still wish you all e best and success BUT how you are going to lead your life, I simply cant be bothered! Anyway, Im living my life so much better without you =)

I shall rest, play, slack my life all the way till the 1st quater of 2010. After which I will do some restructuring works to my life. Be it to further studies, pick up a sports etc.

Tat day, i told someone about wad i have been thinking, feeling all along but sigh.. I donno whether have i make things better or worse and I think they cant be bother or care ley :(
Anyway wad have said cannot be unsaid. I did my part in conveying the msg. Let just wait and see. Don wanna think so much.

I overheard that my company will be close for a week during CNY which means I will be off from 13 Feb - 21st Feb! Love it!

Just went to check out the prices for air tix during this period but it super ex.
Or should I jio ppl go Genting again in Feb? But I don think anybody will be as free as me moreover to acc me -_-" If only somebody can acc me..

Watching 海派甜心... Its nice to watch also. It seems like when you love somebody, you will forgive all his/her past mistake and continue loving them.

I hate to be sick and I miss eating rochor beancurd...

2nd Jan 2010, Im here in office working.. Damn it. Feeling so sleepy and drunk. And so shitty lor, everybody in the firm ask why 眼睛没有神. Imagine since Thursday, I slept for so short hours.. Haa. How to have 神?

It was another SOP night...
We MJ till about 3am.. And I won $250 =) Thanks to myself and Minde for getting few time 6 tais.

After MJ, we have another round of drinking game but it wasnt as bad as the day before even thou I feel we drink so much more compare to last night. Maybe bcos on NY eve, we mixed alot of different alcohol. This time round, nobody vomited but i guess all were high.

Thanks to Minde for fetching me to office and probably sending me back to Liang hm again later as they don allow me to drive myself. Luckily Minde has set his mind on Jiayu. Elsewise I guess they definitely will think that we have something going under ground cos we were so close. They said after my work, we go walk walk. Guess tonight its gonna be SOP again... lol

Co. trip have been fixed on 1st - 4th Apr. I donno whether should I go for the co. trip or should I go for the praying session.. Oh dear, please show me a way =)

Happy New Year 2010

I was at Liang hse last night for my NY countdown. I was drunk and vomited.. Haa..
It was fun, it was nice.. Slept over at Liang plc as I cant drive back.

But it wasnt a very pleasant day today.

Since today is the beginning and brand new start of a year, I hereby announce that I am SINGLE. WJ and I have gone our separated way since early Dec'09. Things haven been going smoothly for us, we have been dragging on and I also find that its time to face myself, face the reality.. It was a peaceful breakup.

Thats all about me.. I heading to Liang home again..