I don hate u, i never will. I just act like I do, cos its easier than admitting that I miss u

真失败。到现在我还没做到我该做的事。
再一次梦见你，再一次心痛，再一次失去。在我的梦里，出现了不可能会在现实生活里发生的事，就是我们在一起。那种感觉真的很甜，很开心。可是这个是现实生活并不可能发生的事所以不敢想不敢期待。
我已经不敢去渴望你可能还在。也许告诉自己，这一切都已经过了，会比较好过一点吧。
我想最明白我的心情的人会是你吧！
真的希望那天的到来会快一点！慢慢来我一定可以做到！

Many a time, I wish to drop u a sms to ask about you but I choose not to. I also choose not to ask about you in front of others. Although its hard to do but its mine, its our choice.. We both choose for things to be in this way. We'll be happier in this way, I guess... In our own denial, in our own lies..

Its not hard to find someone who tells you that they love you, but its hard to find someone who actually means it

Wish that I am the one by yr side, wish that I am the one accompaying you.

Time seems to bypass so fast! Soon its coming to the mid of 2012, what have I been doing throughout this period?

I didnt realise but someone said to me recently: 现在的你好像变了很多，比较安静比较没有这么... 以前的你好像比较开心比较多话讲。

Although I denied, but I think I changed. Isit for the better or the worse?
I used to blog daily, weekly even thou I had a job but now? I also donno, I seems to have so many free time yet I cut down on blogging. Funny isnt it?

Yippee, counting down to my holiday! I bet its going to be FUN =)