28 January 2011

My first rolex

Ron gave me a surprise by booking a night at Festive hotel and something more extravagant he bought me a gift which I never expected to receive it.. A Rolex watch!

I was taken aback when I received that watch! It's such an expensive gift.. If I were to post up the pictures on FB, I'm sure there will be lotsa talks going around.. I simply hate those ppl (acquaintance) who bitch bad stuffs or should I say "sour grapes"!
Anyway i cant be bothered lah! Just wanna let my friends share the joys Ive. I do like that gift muchie but its a hefty gift to be receive when I'm only his gf..

Cny are approaching in few days time and I wonder how will it turn out to be like. Alot of things have changed, happened and I guess somehow it will be different from the past.

25 January 2011

Boredom post

It usually happens few times in a year when I start emo-ing to myself, thinking about nonsense stuffs, fighting hard to overcome that feelings which I hated the most.

I came to know a new friend, J. Slightly older than me, happy go lucky guy, doing his master now, driving a porsche n own his own property development firm BUT this is not the main topic that I wanna blog about.. He have a Master in Feng Shui n he know palm reading!
As usual, my curiosity strikes and i started asking him Qns. He said:
Im a big spender, will be a super doting mum in future, very intelligent lady (some things I know but at times i just won't say), heaven blessed person (always there will be people helping me), career life will be smooth sailing, I'll have 2 kids in future, Ron is my 2 1/2 serious bf. He also said I'm a very stubborn and emotional person, which most of the times, it's my emotion that kills me (opportunity lose). He even said that a guy might come along into my relationship in the future but he did say it's preventable. I know all these might sound ironic but he said out one of my secret which makes me pretty "impressed"!

U won't know what is missing till it's gone.. So fight hard for it..

Anyway I also donno why I'm blogging about this. Perhaps just wanna talk about something to myself.
Eventually i didnt went to Zoo with them, i also didnt went down titanium to look for them. She asked me to go but I opt not to n I really didn't expect they will go titanium! Things really happens for a reason. I'm glad I've a very valid reason for not wanting to go titanium.

Went out with Liang for a drink earlier

I'm sick again!
Pretty pack this week, meeting michie, Q gals, BFFs this week!

18 January 2011

Quotes

The saddest thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who mean alot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you have to let go yet u can't get through or let go.

Close together, or far apart, u will always be here in my heart

I hate looking at the stars because it makes me think of wad u told me, the stars shining brightly

Happy to know that you are happy..

Fucking tulan today.. I was at titanium earlier on and a stupid Thai gal, for no reason threw a glass towards me. Luckily it didn't hit me but my blood boiled immediately and I went up to give her one tight slap on the face thou there were ppl blocking. Nbcb, I haven been so pist for ages! The bouncer came in, drag that cb woman out. Thereafter came into the room to apologies and said they will send her back to her country by tml! So tulan! I still feel that I should have beaten her more and harder but they said, at least I have slapped her and it was a very big and hard slap. Fuck up!

The boss (kapo) and ah lam promised that I'll nv see her there again..

14 January 2011

My heart are telling me to join them for the Zoo outing but my brain tells me, No..
Shld I go with e logical or illogical me?

Grandparents have shifted up to stay with ah boon and in order to take care of Jayden since last Monday. I'm considered as staying alone in my own house. Ofcos they will still come back occassionally.

小天使,我想你

01 January 2011

想看你的看的世界,想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜想回到过去试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去分散时间的注意
这次会抱得更紧这样挽留不知还来不来得及想回到过去

2009年的12月31号,我和那般朋友玩得很开心也没想要早走。去年的今天,我在一天内感受了两种心情。非常的高兴和一点的失望。偶然会回想那天的感觉。
2010年的12月31号,我又和同样的这一般朋友在一起倒数。但是今天的我想越早走越好但我不否认我也玩得挺开心的。幸好我的好朋友当天也有在她家庆祝所以我也有一个很好的理由能够早离开。很高兴能和我那些bitchy BFFs 一起倒数2011年的到来!

没想到一年能有这么大的改变,不同的感觉。有时后,看不到,听不到, 反而会对自己更好。真的怕了,累了,放弃了