26 February 2011

Never, ever, regret something that made you smile

Backdated..
13 February 2011
I went buffet at star gallery with cousin thereafter went up their hotel room and i started Vomite, diaherra, fever n cold -_-" appetite wasn't good also, could only take in few mouth of food.

Recently, I pen in my thoughts on the other blog.

22 Feb 2011
Went for my first Pap smear testing and I vaccinated myself with Gardsil. I received my report and its good! =)

Soon I will be heading to Hk/Macau for a 6d5n holiday.. Cant wait to step into HK after 4 - 5 years period. Shopping spree..

10 February 2011

You love the first person who touches your heart, and you never love anyone quite that way again

Please recommend weight gaining method, I need to put on weight!
I'm only weighting at 45kg now which doesn't match my height at all..

Praying to 天公 tonight. As usual my house are filled with MANY offering stuffs.. It's gonna be real smoky in another 3hrs time

Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind. Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch

05 February 2011

Change is never easy, you fight to hold on, you fight to let go…

如果有一天我回到从前, 回到最原始的我你是否会觉得我不错? 如果有一天我离你遥远不能再和你相约, 你是否会发觉我已经说再见?

It was better than what I expected. I went up his place with Minde and Jiayu. Initially it was awkward but I'm glad that the awkward-ness in me, dissolve soon elsewise I reckon I would have left his place within an hr time.
I get to meet his family once again :) 尤其是他的妈妈,she have always been so nice, caring n concern towards me.. Even when I was about to leave his place, she intended to send me downstairs but I rejected kindly. 我真的很感动但我又觉得对不起她因为我以前不断的伤害她的儿子而当我们又有机会能从来,又..... It's my bad but if u never make things clear how will the person know what's your true intention? I don have supernatural power to be able to predict peoples' mindset.

每个故事都有个开始有个结局,而我这个故事的结局到底会是几时还是会有转弯呢?

Drop that never ending topic..
CNY was fun as I get to meetup with friends whom I haven saw for long time. It was fun, a month of happiness fills :)

04 February 2011

我不是不喜欢人家赌博,要赌可以但也得知道自己的 limits 也不要疯狂的赌到不知白天或黑夜

03 February 2011

新年快乐 2011!

I feel so uncomfy by not going to Tham's place last night. Somehow for the past 5 or 6 years (除夕夜), we will be at his place to play blackjack without fail. This year, I given it a miss. Isit really time for changes?

Invitation received to Kev's place (Cny gathering cum house warming) but I'm wondering should I go or not? It's gonna be weird to go up his place and he even said that bf are welcome too! It's already gonna be real weird, awkward if I were to go up his place, not to mention bringing bf to his place, moreover with his parents around. I felt the gao wei-ness before when others was present in the usual group gathering so I do hope he won't have a chance to experience what I felt before. Neither here nor there. Duh!
Nevertheless I'm shocked and surprised with the invitation..