Endure

ENDURE!
That what ppl have been telling me but how to? When I have totally lost interest in what I am doing. Its a torture dragging ownself to work daily. I felt extremely demoralised especially now when I am facing with those month end settlement stuffs. I HATE IT! In need of a punching bag. Exams date are near but I hasnt been studying much! Ya, I know. Blame it on myself for I keep going out.
How many more months must I endure?! Arrhh!!!!! :(

He will be out tonight but only at 11plus -_-"