It have been a long time since I haven't been experiencing this kind of feelings. I had never like or I should say I hate that kind of feelings a lot.

The kind of feelings that will make me turn and toss on the bed, keeping me fully awake. The sense of fear, worry, unhappiness all tends to set in at the same time.
I tends to think more when I cant get to slp.. About my work and my life, what do I want, am i happy, how am i going to lead or carry on with my life..

Humans are lidat.. There will always be a point of time when you will feel down/lost. There will always be a point of time when you reminisce about things that had happened or might happen. 我想我也已经看开，放开一些事情了。

Anyway minus off the sudden purge of unhappiness.. I haven been updating as often compared to the past due to my hectic job life. I always tot that I wouldnt survive long in this co but surprisingly I proved myself wrong and I have been with the same firm for 6 mths. Time flies man! Not to worry, beside working hard in my career, I have also been living my life to the fullest since the month of Sept till date.. =)

I know I shld control the amount of time going out but I cant help myself. Like I said previously, I need time to settle certain stuffs thou I donno the amount of time that will take.

I get to know some new fren lately named "B" & "J".
J asked me "You always appear to be bright & cheerful, I bet you seldom have any worries or trouble"
I paused for a sec and before I can answer to J's qns, B answered on my behalf. "She is someone who doesnt shows her upsetness to ppl" Haa.. Smart B

Yea, another happy news is... Stephy is heading to TW at the end of this week and BKK in the mth of Feb!

* 那幸福不灭的定律你的手心 不一定要由我握紧 就像恒星 总会有发光的原因 Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜也值得我放弃*