Pay more attention to my favorite songs. Because the lyrics they sing, are words I’m afraid to say

Gathering with the guys this Friday, can't wait to see them. They were my only group of guys friends that I still keep in contact with after Q. I'll try my best to avoid if I can cos 有时候不见反而更好！

I'm kinda getting bored of not working. Thinking of going back work soon but I've no ideas what should my next move be.
Thinking of changes too; thou I really dislike changes to be made. Not happy =(