08 February 2009

Do you believe that life is predestined? Do you believe that with will-power, humans can overcome the predestined stuffs?

I believe that alot of things in life got to do with fate. Something that is so hard to explain.

The friends whom came into your life, the work that you do, the reason of parting, the many more. Things always happens for a reason...

One of my friends, grandmother just passed away. I can sense that he is putting on a fake front when we are there to pay our respect. He said, her pics are store in my hp. I only have this fews. I know he misses her dearly. I wanted to console him but I feel that at that point of time, I shld just simply keep my mouth shut.

One of the days, I went over to Ah yi home to look at Jayden. Ping was running thru the past photos. I watched as she flip over the albums, we changed alot. Esp Ah Ma. She look so young when we were only 8+9 year old. Her hair was still black at that point of time. If I didnt went thru the pics with Ping, I would have never realise the fact that my dearest has aged so much..

I wants to let her know that I love her even thou Im always talking back to her. I wants to tell her that I do cherish/ appreciate her too. But that sort of words just don seems to come out easily from my mouth to her.


Sherry, my good buddy.. She is preggy.. Im so happy for her =) Her prayer has been answered! I cant imagine that my crazy buddy is gg to be a mum soon but Im very sure that she is definitely gg to be a great and wonderful Mummy! When she breaks this piece of news to me, I was really damnz happy and it really brighten up my days alots!

I starts to fear coming work but i cant take leave bcos if I take, its gonna be unpaid.. So sianz lor! colleagues are nice folks but Im not happy bcos I feel i don suits this industry. There is so many many things which I totally have no ideas wad are they talking about. My passion is not here, i guess. But when I get my pay, I feel so Shiok man. Haa!

I want a change... Been sending, hopefully a reply will come soon..


Im gg Batam on 21st Feb with my gals for a short getaway. ETD sg 840am at Harbour Front, staying put at Holiday Inn =)

The older I grow, the more I learn some time some stuff is not worth being angry over. I seems to learn on how to "Kan Kai" but part of me still will throw tantrum. Staying angry is not good for health and that will make me look very petty. Prob that is why to me, I seems to lose interest in quite some things.

That's life, I guess...

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