a way of holding onto the things you love, the way you are, the things you never want to lose.
24 December 2006
Thumper
Saw HanMing over there too. He said something which I agreed with... Which is every yr when its near xmas, we will see one another coincidentally =)
Merry Xmas'06
23 December 2006
Company lunch
When I stayed at Yew Tee during my Sec 1 & 2 days, he was still a baby. Time pass real fast and he is aldy 7 yrs old but he still so petite in size. He stayed over at my place recently as he was having school holiday. As I was slping, this notty boy came inside my room and wanted to wake me up but instead of calling or shaking me to wake me up, he dump all the pillows on my face and body and then hide himself up. Notty him but still I love him muchie :) May things goes well for him and bless him with alot of happiness.
Advance wishing of Merry Xmas to all my fren out there. Hope U guys will receive lots of presents =)
20 December 2006
Grumpy Stephy
Im having a terrible cramp + having cough and flu + breakout of pimples. Im feeling so lethargic, terrible and ugly. I want to be well again!
Phew... Luckily, I went for massage at chinatown earlier on otherwise I've no ideas how am I gg to sleep later.
Am having my tutorial lesson (Accounts) on this Sat. Stupid sch, ruin my weekend! :(
BUT... But Im delighted because Im a "rich" woman now, its gonna be a superb long weekend for this and next week and tml my company will be treating us lunch as a celebration for Xmas. Meaning I will be having a 1/2 day tml as well as for next Fri. Shiok!
Holiday moods... (^+^)
16 December 2006
Fiona's Birthday
Today noon, I went for my OB exam. Quite confident in this paper so hoping that I will do well! :)
At nite, I went to Dragonfly as Fiona held her bday celebration there...
We reached there at ard 8plus. Kinda bored as the crowds hasnt came therefore Jovie and Me ... :)
Us with the Bday gal, Fiona

I simply love hanging out with my cousins!
12 December 2006
Vacation
My thoughts: Maybe to Australia for 1 - 3 months. Melbourne will be the 1st state that I am going to embark on.
Thou I been there before but there is still a lot of places which I hasn't been to.
Shall decide again after May, as I would have completed my diploma and TP by then.
Save up save up!
The "fEw" times when I went out with my hair tied! How do I look? =)
07 December 2006
Saw 3
04 December 2006
FTT passed =)
Maybe its bcos I passed FTT at my 2nd attempt and I had already make booking for my TP test on April 17'07, 0730 (The earliest date and time)
One more obstacle down =)
Year 2006 is coming to an end soon.
Am I pleased with wad I have achieved this yr? But even if I feel dissatisfaction, I don think there is any means I can make up for the things, which I hasn't accomplish or the time that I had lost.
How am I gg to spend my Xmas this year? Life seems to be rather boring. Every year seems to be the same. I can predict what I will be doing again for this Xmas. Its gonna be another drinking session. To be frank, Im getting bored of celebrating festival season at pubs or clubbing places and I don really seems to have any festival moods at all. *Weak smile* Does it shows that I have grown up??
01 December 2006
Im the gambling queen !

Its a beauty right?! I also want to live in a penthouse! Kinda cool but its too expensive.
After MJ ends, Alvin, Sean & Me went over to Louisa's pub (Lollipop) for a drink as Alv got some things to talk with her.
The most embarrassing part... We wanted to sit at a corner as there is no more sofa seats. Then to our surprise, Louisa shift the table to the central stage hence causing a lot of people to keep looking at us. Felt like monkeys that are being trapped in a cage. Yesterday was also the 1st time, I ate crabs inside a pub =)
Time pass fast ya? Once again, weekend is coming... Yippee! I can finally have a gd and sufficient rest!
Oh ya, tml I will be taking my FTT for the 2nd time. Praying hard that I will pass so that I can faster book for my TP date. Don wanna waste any more time. And ofcos I too hopes that all my frens will enjoys themselves and are doing fine.
Signing off =)
28 November 2006
MOS
Oh yea, I saw this notice at Penang. On December, there will be a new club opening. It is "Club MoMo". Will it be fun?
Hopefully I will have another chance to visit my clients soon so that during night time, I can go and check out "Penang MoMo" =)
My programs for the last weekend... Busy catching up with my frenz, attended my practical and revising for my studies. The instructor said, my driving skills is not that bad but im consider as a weekend driver therefore I opt to separate my driving lessons instead of having continuous lessons each time. Am also praying hard that I wont flunk my exams again as I had putted in so much efforts this time round.

Pics of us having fun at MOS

Me & Esther (I love her dimples!)

Me
Oh ya, I found this pic that was taken 2 yrs ago at St Kilda, Victoria which bears a direct resemblance to this pic that we taken at MOS last weekend.

Any differences found? Do we look older? =)
22 November 2006
B.U.S.Y
(,") Received a present from Kev and I finds that he is so sweet to think of this...
16 red roses and 9 bears
Nice!
Been a busy week for me. Busy preparing for my driving lessons, meeting up with friends and most importantly, my exams. At times I do feel exhausted, disappointed with all these upgrading, the needs to follow what others have, the changes in life and so on. But life still has to goes on. The only solution? Live happily and don ever regret of the decisions that I had made.
Last night, I was studying on my econs and I finds this phrase quite confusing. "We have limited resources yet unlimited wants".
Resources = Needs
Therefore what is the differences between "Needs" and "Wants" Browsed thru the net and i found this. A pyramid by Abraham Maslow, Maslow Hierarchy of Needs
He said that "The lower the need is in the pyramid, the more powerful it is. The higher
the need is in the pyramid, the weaker and more distinctly human it is. The
lower, or basic, needs on the pyramid are similar to those possessed by
non-human animals, but only humans possess the higher needs" & "The individual does not feel anything if their needs are met, but feels anxious if they are not met"
Meanings = Humans moves on to the next stage once their basic needs is meet.
But what about "wants"? For examples
- The resources to make clothing is limited yet if given the opportunity every1 will wants their own diverse clothing
- I needs to eat but I wants to eat sushi
- I needs to drink water but I wants to drink milktea
Im leaving for Penang (biz trip) in another 2 hrs time. Kinda anxious as I will be meeting my clients for the 1st time even thou I had worked with them for 2 yrs. Hopefully nth will goes amiss...
16 November 2006
Yummy Yummy
Oh ya =) Alvin is back and he really brought cheesecake from Melb back for me. Poor boy! As cheesecake cannot be keep too long w/o being put in fridge so just before his flight back to sg, he rushed down to Crown to buy for me and he almost lost his passport. Although the cakes is abit crushed but its still so tasty *Yummy Yummy*
Thanks Alvin and sorry for the troubles ya.

Strawberry & Lemon Cheesecake
Meet up with him last night at ard 11pm. Thou he did told me before he cutted "Botak" but still when I saw him, I was shocked :) I guess im not used to see him "Botak"
Im feeling so sleepy now as I went for a drink with him and WeiMeng at Ah long's pub BUT I cant rest early today as I will be meeting him in the evening for my "tuition" I guess I got to go out less often from now onwards as he had said I don have much time left as my exams is on Dec and I too agreed with him. I don wanna flunk my exams again


See the differences in him? =)
14 November 2006
Present

Fr: Aaron

Fr: Yoshida
Yoshida says its a gift from him as I gotten No.1 in the contest =)
This 2 might not be an expensive gift but its the thoughts that counts, that matters the most.
Did nth much just that after sch meet up with JianHao and Edwin for a short chat and then I went to Parklane to meet Andy for a drink.
Off to bed...
13 November 2006
Miss Statice Pageant 2006

Me n my new friends!

Click on the pics to enlarge views =)

I adore this gown

Me & Meixin. The best "sisters"

Feeling happy as I finally get to sit.
Meixin asked me to join this pageant and she said "All U need to do is walk and have fun while u are there" so I joined for fun.
I knew I did a bad job when I was on the stage due to stage fright and worse of all; Meixin didnt inform me that there is a QnA session -_-"
Was quite pei seh as before the contest starts, some of the staffs there told me, "6, I support and will vote for U. U muz win" =) I was shocked when I knew that I had gotten into top 3. My feelings for the whole day were happy, nervous, scare and so on. I am glad that through this contest, I get to know some new friends and I gain more confident in myself. The most well spent Saturday!
After the pageant end, I went out with my company to Kbox. Sing sing sing... I love to sing


07 November 2006
Im sick, Im feeling weak; I loathe having flu :(
05 November 2006
We (9 of us) went to Partyworld 1st. Was fun hearing all of them singing and everyone look so different wearing casual outfit. After e KTV session 4 of them left, leaving Aaron, Annie, Irene, Yoshida and me to MOS. we went to MOS but it was too crowded. I guess they were having an event on that day.
So we decided to go Dragonfly and I saw Ashner wking as a receptionist there :) We applied for 1 member card and it was put under my name :P and while applying for the member card, I think I saw "WaWa" He saw me too but we didnt talk. I guess its bcos the both of us are worried that we might recongised the wrong person.
Dragonfly was packed too. I guess the 5 of us enjoy ourselves a lot. We dance, we play, we laugh at one another and we finish the whole bottle within 1 hr. we left at 3+ but we sat outside Dragonfly for abt 1/2 - 1 hr as Yoshida was drunk. I lost my member card. Gtg down personally to make the replacement card -_-"

Me & Annie

Wad u looking at?


Virgin nite in Dragonfly
Saturday
Glad that I was able to wake up for my driving lesson. At evening, I met up with Kev. He acc me to Far East to do some thing that I long wanted to do :D After that we went to MoMo. The most embarrassed part... Dahao slept outside MoMo entrance cos he has been knockout! Haa

Stephy

See! He has been knockout!
Sunday
Met up with my sch mates at Taka (12pm) to discuss our project. The 3 of us waited for Valerie till 1.45pm and she has not yet came -_-"
My whole body is aching and am feeling so exhausted but nevertheless I enjoyed my weekend lot. Got to start revising for my studies soon as OB and Econs exams is on Dec. *stress*
01 November 2006
Bad mood
Things havent been gg smoothly for me these past few days. Be it studies, work or life.
My job... I do enjoy wking there as my colleagues dotes on me and we are like one big family but recently the store man is getting more and more overboard. My colleagues and I are kinda irritated by his behavior. He thinks that he is the boss; wanting us to follow his requirements. My boss asked me to ask him along as we are gg to have a company outing this Friday. Our conversation:
Me: Do U have any activities on this Friday? We are having an outing to MOS. Do U wanna join us?
Him: No, I don wanna join.
He turns his back and walked away. I walked up to him and asked him again.
Me: Are U sure U don wanna join us? Eric and Boss will be gg too
Him: (Attitude) No, I don wanna join
He turns his back and walked off again.
Damn it! I don owe him anything ley.
My studies... Feel so disappointed in myself. Flunk my accounts and today I gotten back my FIT result, I flunk it too. I donno wad shld I do now. How am I gg to study for this 2 paper again and for this term, Im tking OB and Econs. Its so DIFFICULT!
My life... I donno what I really wants in my life, what I wanna achieve eventually. Each day I seem to be like living my life meaninglessly and my life seems to be in a real mess. Sigh! Im gg nuts. Hopefully I will feel better tml :)
After work, Aaron fetches me to Suntec for my facial appt even thou we arent gg the same way. So nice of him BUT he say that at the end of the month, he will make petrol claims to me -_-"
My beautician says that my pimples are getting more. Guess it bcos I change my facial products and I have been feeling quite stress up recently.
I think on top of my forehand wrotes: Easy Target. Yesterday when I went out with Cindy and my total donation to those charity organization: $18. Earlier on when I was waiting for bus to go home after my facial, a Indian man walked up to me. He said: I lost my wallet. Can u spare me few dollars to take MRT home? I do not have any small change so I gave him $5. I blive him cos he look quite decent. I know it might not be a lot and it is good to help others but if I donate like this everyday, I will go bankrupt.
Oh ya, I'd uploaded my parking video at my previous entry but need to wait for quite some time before the video will play. Rmb to on yr volume and hear my colleagues conversation ;P
Off to bed...
31 October 2006
My current wish: Hope I can stop taking cab to work bcos
Per trip = $11.50 x 20 days = $ 230
I can use this $ 230 to do other things
Ashley msn with me yesterday; asked me whether am I really interested in diving. She says once she has more details she will let me know again. The instructor told her that as long as I can be confident in water, I can learn. I wish to learn but I don think I can be confident in water -_-"
This coming Friday, I will be gg to MOS with my colleagues. Wondering how will it be like cos most of them are married and hasnt stepped into a pub/disco for a long time. Hopefully it will be fun :)
Not gg for my Econs today as Im gg to meet Cindy (B'gf) for dinner. Heehee..
26 October 2006
I get to drive today. We were at parkway having lunch. After lunch when we reach e packing lot my boss, Yoshida make fun of me passed me the keys.
Our conversation:
Me: U sure U willing to let me drive? Who dare to sit my car? (I turn to look at my colleague, Annie and Aaron)
Annie: Drive la, I sit beside U.
Yoshida: (Knowing we were serious abt it) No la. Cannot.
Me: (Inserting the key and both my colleagues gotten in the car) U wan U get in the car otherwise im putting U here. *Grin*
I fail to drive out from the packing lot. I mean I drove out but I enters people lane and I almost knock into other cars. :P I park the car in a corner and let Yoshida took over. My colleagues were all laughing. They say Yoshida almost have a heart attack. But a real pity cos if Im able to drive out the car park, I guess they would have let me drove them back to office. Upon reaching office car park, I asked Yoshida: Can I drive? He agreed and sat beside me.
He let me drove from B1-B2 and I park the car by myself even thou I haven learned how to :)
After wk, Aaron and I went to East Coast(Long Beach) to meet our client, Mr Lee from Sony(M). This is the 1st time Im meeting Lee. He is 1 of the clients who always give me troubles. On the phone, he is uncouth and demanding yet when we met up earlier on I finds that he is not that bad la just abit stingy. Haa. He asked Aaron to drive him to CCK even thou Aaron stay at East side -_-"
Aaron is so nice to me today. Shell prawns for me thou his skill of shelling prawns isnt that gd =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=erwjD-uwVtc (Go to this link if the loading is too slow)

Aaron and me
B were sentene to jail today. Thou he might look "Beng", rough, rude and so on but in fact, he isnt that bad just that he is too naive, stupid, loyal.
Whenever we are out, his action nv fails to make me laugh. Hopefully when he come out 9 mths ltr, he will starts his life afresh :) *praying for his well-being*
Sleeping soon...
23 October 2006
My driving encounter
Attended for 3 practical lessons from yesterday till today. On my 3rd lesson, I was taught by Woo. After 10 mins driving inside the circuit, he asked me to drive out to the main road. I was like (?_?)
Our conversation:
Woo: Turn right in front to get to the main road
Me: *stun* Are u sure? I just started learning. Can I don go?
Woo: Don worry, Im around.
Me: I don want! Im scare. Im not ready yet!
Woo: Just go. U cant always stay in the circuit. U have to go to the main road to learn and to experience it. Don worry, im around. U just needs to follow my instructions. (When he say finish this sentence, he turn my steering wheel)
Im glad that everything went smoothly even thou I was nervous and my car went dead for 3 times when I was in the main road :P Hopefully, I can complete all stages fast and get my driving license soon. I don wish to waste anymore time.
I spent my whole day at BBDC. Attended practical lesson, practices and evaluations.
During my 1 hr+ break time, I went over to CDANS with Kev for a bowling session even thou I don really know how to play. My score was about 60+. I guess it was quite good for novice ba.
Oh ya, last night after BBDC, I went to Kbox with Kev too. Felt quite idiotic as the 2 of us spent about 5 hrs there but still, I enjoyed myself lot as I sang a lot of songs and there is no one to snatch the mic from me. Haa.
Pics that I took yesterday

Lazing on bed before gg out



Kev and Me
I want to book more slots as Im missing e drive.
I enjoys the life Im having now as everyday is pack with activities =)






